Posted twice, see: https://www.halowaypoint.com/en-us/forums/386c0102f55b48a3a0cc5412c3714e02/topics/why-i-m-giving-up-on-halo/aff93659-c68e-483e-af5a-0388000f2619/posts
Really, I wish I had as much free time as you look you have…
By the way, don’t overthink, Halo is also my favourite game, but it just that, a game.
Don’t give up on Halo!