Why am I so unhappy?

Feels like the new car smell has worn off and now I’m just left with a gas gazzling giant that does nothing to return my hard fought time I invested.

I will be capped at SR 70 for about a week and a half, with no xp carry over. And my xbox live gold subscription happens to run out the day I will be able to play again.

Why does it seem 343 doesn’t want people playing their game.