> > > @Junk
> > > You are fine.
> > >
> > > I wish it were that way but it is not. No one has ever admired me…no one has really thought I was something special…I used to dream big but with every day that fades so too does my dreams.
> > >
> > > I don’t understand what I’ve done wrong…it must be something because everyone else has atleast one person who has liked them. I have had 0. When I look for someone special I just make myself upset and hurt.
> > >
> > > I just wish people would give me a chance.
> >
> > Man, I’m so sorry you feel that way. I hope the future brings you the relationship you’re looking for.
> >
> > very serious face But know this. You ARE special. Don’t you dare believe differently or let anyone else tell you that you’re not. And please don’t lose hope. My prayers are for you.
>
> Again, while very kind of you, it is just not true.
>
> There are winners and there are losers…I am the latter. I am not fine with this but I have accepted it.
>
> Don’t be sorry, I have felt this way for a long time…<mark>and nothing has ever showed me I’m wrong</mark>…
> > > @Junk
> > > You are fine.
> > >
> > > I wish it were that way but it is not. No one has ever admired me…no one has really thought I was something special…I used to dream big but with every day that fades so too does my dreams.
> > >
> > > I don’t understand what I’ve done wrong…it must be something because everyone else has atleast one person who has liked them. I have had 0. When I look for someone special I just make myself upset and hurt.
> > >
> > > I just wish people would give me a chance.
> >
> > Man, I’m so sorry you feel that way. I hope the future brings you the relationship you’re looking for.
> >
> > very serious face But know this. You ARE special. Don’t you dare believe differently or let anyone else tell you that you’re not. And please don’t lose hope. My prayers are for you.
>
> Again, while very kind of you, it is just not true.
>
> There are winners and there are losers…I am the latter. I am not fine with this but I have accepted it.
>
> Don’t be sorry, I have felt this way for a long time…and nothing has ever showed me I’m wrong…
Loser? No.
Never even think about that for a second. We all have troubles, we all lose something, but it in turn makes us stronger. Do not fall onto negatives too long and wake up the next day with resolution, not despair.
Times will come and go. Perhaps it may not just be your time yet. This in no way means you won’t ever, just less likely.
If you want proof of why you aren’t a loser, look at your life’s positives. You have a home, a family, an Xbox, even friends. The real ‘losers’ are those who are alone and paranoid. The winners are those who bounce back from heartache and troubles and turn the situation to a whole new direction.
Bill Gates was bullied when he was young, he was never considered by anyone. Look at him now, he is rich, has friends, and he has a family, and he has friends.
Sometimes we are not all destined to have a partner, but in reality all will come in place soon.
You are too young anyways.
You have an entire lifetime ahead of you. Don’t fret. This is only the beginning.
I have been feeling pretty bad myself sometimes, almost suicidal, some things, however, are too important to let go of. Just think of what your loved ones(family and friends) would do if you were to live the rest of your life in despair or end it prematurely.
> > I hear that it’s actually beneficial to leave spiders alone that make their way inside your home. They tend to avoid us while killing other annoying insects.
> >
> > Of course, if I ever see one, I’m burning my house down…
>
> If I’m aware of its existence, then it’s not doing a good enough job of avoiding me. Killing it will hopefully influence its species’ evolution, selecting for the “STAY THE BLOODY HELL AWAY FROM ME” gene.
>
> I mean, if I can even manage that. I have insectophobia and arachnophobia, but my fears center more around being touched by bugs. I can deal with pictures of bugs that aren’t too detailed, and I can deal with being near them when I’m outside, but in a confined space where there’s no escape…
SOMEBODY WHO UNDERSTANDS.
This is me. Forever. Always.
The ONLY insects I’ve been able to overcome touching and being near are my pet darkling beetles/mealworm beetles. And I ONLY got over those because they’re what my lizard eats.
I can’t deal with bugs. ;-; Or spiders.
Time to go cry now because now I’m thinking about bugs and spiders landing on me/crawling on me.
> > Arachnophobia and Life… Yep this is the right place for me.
>
> Cockroaches are worse that spiders.
>
>
>
> > Morning OT!
>
> While you say hi, I say goodbye. Time to go to sleep.
> > Kit starts to smile
> >
> > We will see.
>
> You are too young anyways.
> You have an entire lifetime ahead of you. Don’t fret. This is only the beginning.
> I have been feeling pretty bad myself sometimes, almost suicidal, some things, however, are too important to let go of. Just think of what your loved ones(family and friends) would do if you were to live the rest of your life in despair or end it prematurely.
>
> Life is a gift itself.
maybe you should take a visit to a doctor which helps people who are feeling bad, i think that will be great for you if you sometime feel bad about yourself.
@Tyrant 9 i saw that! he didn’t even care about it, he still held mc without acting like it hurt.
> Looks like we’re not getting Pax Halo news until the 30th.
>
> Then again, Halo Reach and Smash Bros Brawl were on the list of events, so I’m not sure how trustworthy that list is…
…Isn’t that how I left it? Talk about one major subject with side conversations and little irrelevant, but interesting blurbs from different people? It’s another day in the OTT!
> > Looks like we’re not getting Pax Halo news until the 30th.
> >
> > Then again, Halo Reach and Smash Bros Brawl were on the list of events, so I’m not sure how trustworthy that list is…
>
> Pretty sure those are tournaments.
…
A smash bros tournament I can understand, but the Reach tournament would confuse me. I knew there was another ESL Halo tournament scheduled… but why would they use Reach?
> SOMEBODY WHO UNDERSTANDS.
>
> This is me. Forever. Always.
>
> The ONLY insects I’ve been able to overcome touching and being near are my pet darkling beetles/mealworm beetles. And I ONLY got over those because they’re what my lizard eats.
>
> I can’t deal with bugs. ;-; Or spiders.
>
> Time to go cry now because now I’m thinking about bugs and spiders landing on me/crawling on me.
I’m mostly okay with bugs. What really gets me is slugs and snails, I absolutely despise them. Even the sight of them creeps me out, I don’t like going near them, never mind touching them - my friends often get a laugh out of it. I hate spiders too…
On another note; fourth match of the day and I score a cheeky 34-0 in team slayer. I wrecked with the sniper that match.
Btw @Erickyboo, I followed that link to your tumblr page, good stuff, given you a follow.
> Hello guys. What’s going on?
>
> Looks through previous postings
>
> …Isn’t that how I left it? Talk about one major subject with side conversations and little irrelevant, but interesting blurbs from different people? It’s another day in the OTT!
>
> Anyway, how is everyone today?
Pretty good. How are you? Did you get your mental health examined like I recommended?
> > Hello guys. What’s going on?
> >
> > Looks through previous postings
> >
> > …Isn’t that how I left it? Talk about one major subject with side conversations and little irrelevant, but interesting blurbs from different people? It’s another day in the OTT!
> >
> > Anyway, how is everyone today?
>
> Pretty good. How are you? Did you get your mental health examined like I recommended?
I would’ve, but the psychiatrist told me to get my mental health examined after I showed him my favorite part of Halo 4’s Flood mode.
> > > Hello guys. What’s going on?
> > >
> > > Looks through previous postings
> > >
> > > …Isn’t that how I left it? Talk about one major subject with side conversations and little irrelevant, but interesting blurbs from different people? It’s another day in the OTT!
> > >
> > > Anyway, how is everyone today?
> >
> > Pretty good. How are you? Did you get your mental health examined like I recommended?
>
> I would’ve, but the psychiatrist told me to get my mental health examined after I showed him my favorite part of Halo 4’s Flood mode.
> > > > Hello guys. What’s going on?
> > > >
> > > > Looks through previous postings
> > > >
> > > > …Isn’t that how I left it? Talk about one major subject with side conversations and little irrelevant, but interesting blurbs from different people? It’s another day in the OTT!
> > > >
> > > > Anyway, how is everyone today?
> > >
> > > Pretty good. How are you? Did you get your mental health examined like I recommended?
> >
> > I would’ve, but the psychiatrist told me to get my mental health examined after I showed him my favorite part of Halo 4’s Flood mode.
>
> Who else but Cizlin?
Hey, on the bright side, should the Flood ever arrive, I might be the only one who’d gladly accept infection, just so I could talk to the Gravemind and understand his thinking. Then I’d know enough to stop him. Or at least become good friends with him.
