So, here’s my story.
Since Halo: Combat Evolved, I have loved this game series probably more than any other ever produced. Only in Halo 3 did I stray away from the campaign modes and begin to explore the world of Matchmaking. And boy, was I in for a spanking.
Again, and again, and again, and again.
A very close friend of mine has been extraordinary at Halo for as long as I’ve known him. It’s like he doesn’t even have to try, and most every game I’ve ever played with him, all he’s ever seemed is either bored or irritated at his baddie-randies for teammates. I try, guys. I try so hard to get better. Halo 3’s MLG prime came and went, and I was left with a laughable K/D, an embarrassing W/L, and astonishment whenever I could kill someone in six shots with the battle rifle, let alone four, despite my endless hours of training. I never even got a 50 in a single playlist.
So Reach came out. I got it at midnight of its release as is customary, and figured that it would take some time to get used to the DMR. Its been over two years since the release of this game, I have a BPR of 47, a K/D of 0.9, and can barely make it through games because I just get tired of dying. It makes me feel like I’m playing Call of Duty ._.
I tried all the tricks, I played MLG, I tried crouching, pacing my shots, staying with my team, playing SWAT, playing Snipers, learning callouts, learning weapons spawns and times. I can’t tell you how often I’ve beat my face off my television, doing everything I could to learn all of the shortcuts and player spawns. I quit for a good few months and have recently been trying to get back into playing because I want to be in shape for Halo 4. Its one of my dreams to actually have a team and play on Gamebattles. But I also wanna roll around in a McDonalds ball pit full of kittens. Dreams can be crazy.
Should I give up on playing competitively? Are there some kids just destined to be garbage? Should I save myself the mental suicide and just relax and enjoy Halo 4 for all the beauty it promises to be, and leave the hardcore gaming to the pros?
What would you do?
