Hello forum readers!
I am a diehard Halo fan and player. Like many, I have invested a large portion of my life into Halo, dating all the way back to CE on Xbox. I read the novels, watch the shows/movies, attend events and collect figures and statues. In fact, there is a 6FT Halo 2 Master Chief statue in my living room as we speak. I am no stranger to the Halo Universe.
For the last 4 weeks, I have been reading endless threads and absorbing the conversations around MCC while I pondered my own experience. I have decided that I have had enough time to wrap my mind around what has been going on and it’s time to break my silence and share my thoughts. I will try to do so briefly.
Like many of you I waited in line at a midnight launch for MCC. I was at a Microsoft store where they streamed Halo Fest, let us play the game from 10-Mindight, did raffles and gave out tons of swag to the attendees. The hype was nuts. I was excited to go home stay up all night with my wife (Who is an avid Halo 4 MP vet) and take her on her first run through as much Halo Campaign as possible all of Tuesday. We both had taken off work Tuesday, 11/11, for the event. We also purchased a second Xbox One so we could play on separate screens in the same room, which was the setup during our Halo 4 MP days on the 360 during 2012-13. We are serious about our Halo.
We each experienced a 12 hour install time, including the day one update. Which factoring in driving home from the event and prepping our systems means we did not gain access to the full game until 2PM on launch day. In and of itself, that means that the vacation days were not necessary at all. We were also plagued by the inability to play any matchmaking. Which no longer comes as a surprise considering how many others suffered the same. We even tried to play the coop campaign. However, that was a wash as well. In solo mode, everything worked fine. As soon as we were together however, which ever of us was not hosting, suffered intolerable lag and frame rate issues. On a connection pulling down 105Mbps and putting up 15, that shouldn’t have been happening. By the end of the day we were simply exhausted and disappointed of it, just like many of the fan’s tweets we were reading, videos we were watching, and Xbox live friends we were chatting with.
On Wednesday I spent most of the work day monitoring these discussion boards and trying to figure out what went wrong. Since then, I have tried a few matches here and there. Our campaign progress is the same and after a few dropped sessions we have not tried in about 2 weeks. I have been able to get into some matches this weekend, which is great progress for me, but the unstable nature of the connection and the lag I experience is not enough to keep me trying past 1 or 2 matches. And even after playing a little today on 12/6, nearly 4 weeks since launch, after the third user downloadable patch, (and who knows how many backend ones), I have finally come to my conclusions about the MCC.
I have read what Phil, Bonnie, Frank, and other’s at 343 have had to say. I have read fan’s cries of sorrow and rage. I have read loyalists who continue to say, “Just give it time.” After all this, I have decided that no matter what my emotional roller coaster of feelings were, nothing I say or feel will change what is happening at 343 or Microsoft.
I was mad, and entitled to start thinking, “How could they do this to ME? I have been around since the beginning! Surely this is a one day deal.”
I was sad and confused which prompted me to think, “I can’t believe I’m not playing Halo right now. Will I have to wait to play until Halo 5?”
I was even optimistic at one point after Bonnie’s letter broke. “See? They are hurting too, I know they care, they’re sorry. They’ll fix it soon. They’re Halo!”
At this point, here and now. I am simply “Hopeful”. I have all the faith in the world that 343 and Microsoft will come together, the lights will come on and there will be a fix that brings this version of Halo to the same reliability and fun that Halo 2 had in 2004. I am still sad that I can’t internally justify pouring time into a game that I am not enjoying. But I do believe it won’t be forever.
I am not going to tell any of you how to feel. None of you are wrong. You are simply processing your feelings towards a franchise that you believe in, in a way that helps you cope with what’s going on. I will however ask something of anyone who has made it to the bottom of this post. Please join me in having “hope”. We’re all Halo fans, we ALL want the game to be the very best that it can be. Since we cannot physically help improve the experience ourselves, all we have, is hope.
Please share your thoughts with me below. I look forward to reading them. If you want to play any Xbox One or 360 games with me, (maybe even Halo some day) my gamertag is DarkSnip3r TJ.
Have a good night everyone and thanks for taking the time to read this and join me in HOPE for the future of MCC.