I want to play buuuut

I know that my first game I’m going to be matched up against somebody who is way more veteran than me, Soo lose 3 games in a row to high level players, win a game against a player 1-10 like it’s nothing, then get matched to another 99, yeah sorry my motivation to play this game has SANK. I literally feel like there is no point to even try and enjoy this game anymore, I’ll just go play 1

Nevermind guys, I just picked up smoking