I CANNOT LOGIN TO THE MASTER CHIEF COLLECTION HELP

so i tried logging in under an old email i used to use on xbox one, but apparently i don’t have access to that email any more and have filed to get access 3 times and failed to get the account back. the problem is i cant go back from the recover account screen that is there when i boot up the MCC believe me i have cleared steams caches uninstalled reinstalled cleared my browser I’ve done everything i can think of if someone here knows what to do i would really appreciate it. https://imgur.com/KvMIUi6