I Can"t Come to Terms with a Phantom

When I was in grade 3, during the grade 3 literacy test, I decided I loved writing.
grade 6, - almost ironically grade 6 testing - I got Final Fantasy 9, and transitioned from Playstation, Nintendo and Computer Recreation to becoming a Game Design Aspirant.

I had computers with .5, 2, 4 , 8, 16 gigabytes of RAM
and I could never render a simple Mug. Not a Darn Cup.
the RAM was too Low. Granted there are problems on my end, like the interface issues with my Grapple Hook.

but when they announced they were releasing INFINITE
I had just watched a litany of GAME DEVELOPMENT Testimonies from The Greats
and they discussed how they circumvented ROM and RAM problems.
I am super stoked for HOMEWOLD 3.

I will never be a fan of 4k.

I don’t understand…

so here is where this is going:

the 17+ audience of this game. the legal target market.
belong to 3 groups.
1.) living with parents and can’t be expected to have a massive TV.
2.) have a family, and don’t dedicate the entertainment room to gaming, so can’t be expected to have a MASSIVE TV. it’s like this is a SONY campaign…
3.) are in the transition phase, and have bills.

You can’t appreciate the graphics on a 32" screen TV.
there is too much noise.

so, are we expecting to nvr have 4 player splitscreen?
never have 4 player co-op campaign?

i wanna cry.
where is the ball? someone dropped it.

The Brutes look uglier than Chad. (they Do. Literally. Absolutely Do.) Halo 4 set the precedence for BRUTES. and it was the most exciting part about INFINITES ANNOUNCEMENT. …
because boy did paranoia set in XD I can fill a book with my SureFire Letdowns. a BOOK.

but… it was a nightmare, when the book became reality. Because I pre-bitched myself out for being a client…
I designed HALO Games Before INFINITE was announced. and they took less to produce than this.

dang. I forgot the part of the story where the people who can define themselves as Halo fans

Have kids,
work at mills,
are full time tradesmen,
have huge social lives,
are occasionally homeless,
are in the military,
are Programmers.

and all game still. Are we gonna game to play Halo? because no new client is going to stay with the franchise because of Halo INFINITE. a Franchise is something that you go back to like FOOTBALL fans or a PUB.

the 4k makes it disgusting and lonely.
lonely is the worst idea.
FLAVOR OF THE “WHAT DO I GOT?” not the WHAT DO WE DO?

no one wants to be lonely.

BUTCHERED A FRANCHISE

the best social videogame.

it was better than SMASH bros. You were a team.

you were more than a team than any other War Immolator. & You Got to Play as, HUMANITY UNITED (UNSC) against The bipedal Dog, in a story of Domesticating the Threat
when a bigger one arose.

everyone’s excuse to have a favorite story.

Arbitor SPARKY, “RwAT wERe SwvsC”.

when you announced a movie, I thought
that we were gonna finally get to see that all marines were actually in exoskeletons holding on their armour…
but apparently not…

i can make one in my yard for $100. and its not the cinematic franchise… either.
all it has to do is alleviate the strain of carrying the armour. its simple. and the mechanisms to make it efficient and empowering are trivial.
( I want a MECH instead of a House to Live in. It’s my Goal. and I’m well on my way.)

i have friends in the military. I designed Gorgots that automatically saved them from being shot in the face, if they were shot prior to being shot in the face,
and by that time my Exodevelopment was leapyards ahead.

i solved perpetual motion in grade 11… so, i went all over in my litany of objectives.

granted sniper rifles shoot through railway ties, and will cause you to detonate from the inertia entering your body… but.
Its a disgusting SPLAT. but… yeah. watch explosions of people being sniped. its like watching sextraffick victims eating turds. (or if u ever watched the pain Olympics ( I HAVENT): hatchetting one’s own dingle.)

this is not a job
this is not about making money
this is a DREAM.

no one can ask, “why do we want people playing HALO?” as an excuse to dispute Re-playability Standards.

we want you to be rich.
people throw money at Influencers for talking funny. not even being funny, just being stupid with a tone.

Can I please say, Anyone who was trying to get paid to sell or make HALO is a criminal
because WE were ASpiring to MAKE HALO, was the Job.
and my goal to play it every day for 4 years, was Your BenchMark., not a server overload threat.

I don’t own MCC nor 5 because I wanted to play them: I sponsored INFINITE. I have a dayjob. thats why I own an XBOX ONE… and XBOXLIVE.: to sponsor INFINITE.

Get This:

in my town the oldest public pool, was 100 years old.
and the city says this pool, with the foundation of a quaint house

would cost $3 000 000 to fix.

and they destroyed that pool, after 2 years of protesting it’s demolition.

If it wasn’t done by a Contractor who was billing double for the materials, Equipment rental and Union Wages of $35 per hour,
the contract would have been an easy $10 000.

so now, the little kids have to walk 1 hour or more through other DISTRICTS of Town to go to a public outdoor pool.
or they can pay to ride a bus, or pay to go to the Complex.

and you know what?: if the city made an open contract that the public could work on CITY PROPERTY
the entire Job would have been done for free. materials and all.
But the city wouldn’t allow citizens to work on it.

If I worked a full time Job,
I could cook my own food, and then get to work
or be delighted to find someone was on that task,
and Make HALO for Free in a studio
of awesome people
who talk any variety of trash every single afternoon.
we can play sports, and watch tv.
and the Game would have been made Free, because its a better social life than going home after work to watch football, or dream about what your game could have been. or fight for blm and feminism against mysogonist feudalists/nationals against the Algorythms that misapproproate labels like Communism to defame those things as a sabbotage agenda.

sure the game was gonna cost millions.
but i’d have done it for free every day…

it was in the safest neighbourhood of all public pools and was next to a firestation.