I love competitive FPS gaming, I love Halo. I have a problem however that I need to bring up because it affects my ability to participate in competitive events, and I want to start a public / community debate on what I am about to bring to the table.
I have Cerebral Palsy, for your convenience I have copy / pasted a basic description of what the condition is, you can read more about it at the source…
http://kidshealth.org/parent/medical/brain/cerebral_palsy.html
About Cerebral Palsy
Cerebral palsy is one of the most common congenital (existing before birth or at birth) disorders of childhood. About 500,000 children and adults of all ages in the United States have the condition.
The three types of CP are:
Spastic cerebral palsy — causes stiffness and movement difficulties
Athetoid cerebral palsy — leads to involuntary and uncontrolled movements
Ataxic cerebral palsy — causes a disturbed sense of balance and depth perception
Cerebral palsy affects muscle control and coordination, so even simple movements — like standing still — are difficult. Other vital functions that also involve motor skills and muscles — such as breathing, bladder and bowel control, eating, and learning — may also be affected when a child has CP. Cerebral palsy does not get worse over time.
The disability can affect people in a variety of ways as you have just read above, in my case I have been fortunate in the sense that I could be much worse off than I actually am… I live a normal life, at least for the most part.
My hands attempt to mimic each other, if I move one wrist / finger the other hand will try to copy those movements no matter how much I focus on resisting said motions. Imagine how that translates to using a controller and two thumbsticks that perform two completely different and important actions in FPS games. My thumbs can’t do it, not well enough for the precise aiming required to play at a competitive level.
I have found a solution to that problem, in fact I have been using it for years on my consoles… the only problem is that the use of the device I am about to speak about is frowned upon by most because they consider it cheating, I’ve even received hate messages after I explain why I use what I do.
I play on my X1 / PS4 with a gaming mouse / keyboard like I would on my PC. I use a device known as the XIM4 that translates the controller functions over to my PC setup and it works wonderfully. Movements with my thumbs that affect my ability to aim / move within the game using your standard X1 controller suddenly vanish, the act of using a mouse / keyboard setup solves a problem I cannot physically help and allows me to perform to the best of my ability.
You can read more about the XIM4 here…
www.XIM4.com
So that brings us to my dilemma, I want to participate in tournaments online that have the potential to lead to LAN events if my team performs well enough to qualify. I want to enjoy the LAN experience like anyone else would without being harassed about how I play the game… and that’s if they would even let me compete at a LAN event with my mouse / keyboard setup.
Would I even be good enough to make it onto a team that has a chance of going to a LAN event? I doubt it to be honest, but you never know… right? What I want is written and clear as day permission from those who run LAN events to play Halo the only way I can where my disability does not affect my ability to compete. Without that I would feel guilty about joining a competitive team that would have to replace me for LAN events because of my XIM4.
So what does this community think? Am I crazy for hoping to be treated like a normal person wanting to compete at LANS? My XIM4 only translates the controls, it does not add anything a regular controller user cannot do.